Thanks to everyone for the nice comments, words of encouragement and general support. It's really hard to explain how nice it is to know I now have the privledge of dialling up or going over and visiting my daughter and her two beautiful kids, something I haven't had for over 6 years, it's like the the big wall getting knocked down.
And yes I am old enough to have grandkids, 3 now to be exact.
I don't know how to describe my feelings toward my daughters two girls, there was no feelings one day, didn't even know them and the very next day they seem more important to me than my sons daughter whom I've had all kinds of time with throughout her life. It's really odd but I think it's because I know she (my sons) is well taken care of and has all the support she needs and these two, whom I haven't been around need it more than ever. Don't get me wrong, I love em all but it's just wierd that within one day they can mean that much to me?